when i grow up...

Assalamualaikum.

Yup! Da second post for today. Menakjubkan? Oooo yeah! 

So, during tea-time tadi with muwaa family. Suddenly, Mom brought up a really-3 interesting question. And of course. For muwaa la kan? ;)

What do you want to be when you grow up?

When I grow up................

*Bukan lagu When I Grow Up tuh okay?*

Ahaks. Mom. Soalan! Mind-struggling betol. Ngee ;)

But the truth is. I dont know! I am not even sure what I'm going to be. Do I have anything in mind? Jap-2 checking.....checkingg....searchingg...errr none! No result found. Haha.

First and foremost, Mom... I'm grown up already! Ececeh bajet je. I'm SOOO not grown up yet!

Masih tak bersedia mahu tinggalkan muwaa childhood years! No no no no no! Ahaks. Childhood?? You gotta be kidding me? Teeehee. Bluerk!

I'm still short. Tak tinggi-2 pon. Perangai pon still bajet kecik. Teehee. *senyum puas*

Tapi, its true kan? Next year, I'm going to take my SPM already. Whattt???!! No way! Yup. Deal with it honey. You are!

So, here comes the STRESSS TRAIN. Next stop. Wawa's big-head. Aha!

Most probably, macam-2 borang kena fill up tahun depan. Biasiswa la. Universitas la. Bajet macam SPM bagos jer? Haha InsyaAllah I'll try my best-est! No play-play muwaa~

Yeah, so I kinda need to make up my mind right now. Which courses will I choose? What do I LLLOOOOVVEEEE to do most? What do I want to be da MOST??

Well, the problem is. I still cant make up my dumbfounded-mind. Creepy. 

Bila tengok citer BONES atau CSI, kinda like want to be a forensic doctor kan? *ragu-ragu here*

Bila tengok citer KIM POSSIBLE atau MISSION IMPOSSIBLE, kinda like wanna be a cool spy pon ade. *uhuh*

Bila tengok citer RAPUNZEL atau CINDERELLA, kinda like wanna be a damsel-in-distress pulak. *Ehh ade ke job nie dalam application form? ngee*

Bila tengok citer USTAZAH PILIHAN, kinda like wanna take STAM la pulak. *Ehh tak pe la. No thanks kot*

Basically, I'm being really-2 influenced by tv kan? Duhh. Tv. Real bad influence. 

So long ago, I really wanna go out. Get overseas. And study there. Or maybe even work, live and die there. *Sadis kan?*

But now, Malaysia is okay la jugak. Sikit. Tak banyak. Tapi boleh la. ;)

I'd interviewed my Mom's lawyer. Her friend. She is a lawyer now. Civil and syariah law. Dulu study kat KUZA. Further study in UIA and took DOUBLE degree! How cool is that??

Bila dengar lama-2. Law kinda seems interesting la pulak. Yeah. Maybe for some of you guys, being a lawyer tak glamour la. Tapi at least, kalau jadi syariah lawyer, boleh tolong orang Islam tau! Haha. 

Jalan mudah to become a future daie. Ahaks InsyaAllah.

Next thing on da list.

DQ

Short for "Darul Quran". Long for "Duhhh". ;)


All the most. Lagi-lagi-lagi la mengagumkan! Wawa + DQ = Biar betol!


Ntah la. The 'keinginan' to be there tuh ada. Wawa + Hafizah = WOOOOWWWW!


But but but.


Ragu-ragu. Boleh kah? Can I? Tarbiah KI pon tak leh nak cope around. Teeehee. ;)


Nevermind la. We'll see. Bak kata Iffah, kita tunggu dan lihat! ;)

So, what do you think? 

Ada orang say jadi suri rumah pon no hal la. Jadi isteri solehah.Glamour jugak! Di akhirat kelak.

But. But. But.

I really wanna work. Not like those work-a-holic-yang-tak-ingat-dunia kinda people. But at least, you have a chance to do what you want to do. Nak try rasa. Alang-2. Membantu ekonomi rumahtangga.

Ahaks. Sorry. Terpesong pulak. Ke situ pula jadinya. Teehee. ;)

What do I wanna be when I grow up? *credit Mom yang tanya*

Then, saya jawab, "Nak travel da world!!"

Abah laughed. Ibu pun laughed. Whats so funny? Tak boleh ka? A girl gotta rights to dream kankankan?

Abah kata:

"Nak travel the world. You have to have da kaching-kachingg. Mana nak cari duit? Kerja pun belom."

Muwaa kata:

"Sokay. I can find work. No hal. Easy-peasy lemon-squezy!"

Abah gelak:

"Haha. By that time, muka dah berkerut-kerut. Tunggu pencen je la. Kaklong ingat senang nak cari duit banyak-banyak. Especially nak travel the world nie. Manyak pakai duit lorrhh"

Muwaa tergamam:
"Then, nak buat ape? What do you guys suggest?" *duduk-serba-tak-kena*

Mom said:

"Cari anak dato. Kahwin anak orang kaya. Senang je!" 

Muwaa lagi-lagi-la tergumam-gamam-gimim:

"Mak, no way la! Thats not a true way. Tu macam love story yang masam-macam-belacan-busuk. Tak sweet la. Orang nak yang REAL punya! Haha. Amin amin amin!" 

*macam sengal pon ade*

Daijoubu wawa-chan! If you have the will, then you'll succeed. 

Yeah, you kinda need people's help kankankan? You cant live without your loved ones around you. Mom Dad Family. They'll all help.

But somehow, it depends on muwaa jugak. If I really-really-nak-gyler-gyler. Then hear me out! 

I'm gonna kick some ass! *Ehh ape pulak nie? Silap-2.*

I'm gonna HAVE what I want. And nobody and nothing can stop muwaa. Only Allah the Almighty can. 

[ A Muslim's greatest weapon is his dua' ]

Then I have to doa-doa a lot la kan. Like a lot a lot. Fuhh!

Da conclusion is, I dont have a damn clue of what I'm going to be when I grow up! 

Let fate decide. Let Allah decide whats da best-est thing for me. 

Manusia can only plan. But at last, Allah will decide what faves you ollz well. 

Yours lovingly,

A.Girl.Yang.Masih.Dalam.Keadaan.Kebingungan.

-TD-

*in comot mode. sebab tengah makan*

;)