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Assalamualaikum

Hola amigos! 

Miss me eh? Haha ;)

Now, I didn't afford to write anything yesterday. Busy busy busy! Family gathering is fun, but tiring!

Anyways, as for you ollz to know, just a lot of things happened yesterday. *Apakah?*

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Chapter 1 ::

I went out yesterday. Ooo yeah! Hanging out with my girrprensss! 

Rindu dindu rindooo! ;)

Thanks for the LaksaJohor bebeh! Sedapp lorh. Boleh buat bini la cegini eh? Ngee ;)

Walaupun kita just jengjalan sekitar-2 jeh, but if it is with YOU GUYS, memang terbaikkk!! 

Thanks dearies! ;)

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Chapter 2 ::

A couple came to muwaa house. My parents friends. I think? 

Well, macam biase-2 la. Kalau 'orang tua-tua' bercakap, kita mana boleh lend an ear, listening ye tak?

So,

I did what I usually did. As usual. Lepak jep dalam bilik. Teeehee ;)

Anyhows, my Mom came in. Suruh muwaa buat air. Alahai! Susah der jadi anak dara nie ye tak?!

So, 

Dengan lemah-longlai-gemalai-bahasanya, I walked in front. Hidangkan air. 

Cheese cake betol la! TER-paksa bajet ayu deh! Ngee ;)

Then,

Tanpa disengajakan, muwaa TER-dengar what orang tua-tua tu tengah talking about.

Well, what I heard, scared the hell out of muwaa.

"Anak mike yang teruna tu ntoh ler. Tahun nie SPM nyer die. Gaya dia macam idok jer nak amik. Kita yang mak bapak nie lor dok resah-gelisah bagai nak rak ye tak?"

*excuse muwaa for the loghat perok plus berkarat nie*

"Eh, sama la kiter. Anak nie haa pun nak SPM gak tahun nie. Tapi InsyaAllah, deme boleh jer nak buat nya. Kita doakan je la yerk?"

Well, it went on and on and on. Let's skip the boring part. The hot ones is coming. 

"Haa! Alang-alang nie je kan. Ape kate kita keneng-kenengkan je deme berdue nie. Perkara baik-2 gini tok sah dilambat-lambatkan ye dok?"

" Ye tak ye kan? Boleh jugak!"

DUSHHHH~!!!!

I was like - Say WHATTTTT???!!!!

Knock-2! Rasa macam nak pitam je weh! 

Macam British mengebom Hiroshima dan Nagasaki. Sehinggakan padang jarak padang tekukur. 

Well,

That was how I felt.

Sad.

Frustrated.

Dumbfounded.

I didn't know whether or not they were just joking or not.

Kalau Daddy yang cakap gituh, I would 101% believe that he's lying his gut out!

But but but.

What I'm pretty sure about my Mom, she NEVERRR jokes around. Its all serious stuffs for her. 

Dude!! 

I ran through my room. Close the door.

And did what I usually did.

I just cried.

Sadly, my parents didn't brought the subject up to me. Its like it never had happened.

Weird.

Do the know how much dilemma I'm in right now??!!

For crying out loud, can't there even be someone yang truly-2 understand me??!

Huh. What's done is done. Wat lek je la Wawa oi! No biggy~

It's not like we're in zaman tok tonggek dulu kan? 

Where most parents arranged their childrens wedding, some turn out okeh je! 

So, again, no biggy!

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Chapter 3 :::

The 'drama' continues.

My parents just ruined the mood out of me that evening.

Beat that!

Well, my cousins came round that night. Haha. It feels much-2 better playing with them.

I totally forgot about what happened.

But but but.

Alas, another 'hit' came last night.

What was it??! 

Well, let's just keep that to myself can I?

The situation went from WORSE to MAJOR even worse!

Imagining taking a piece of glass. And drop it to a stone.

It breaks right? Crash to pieces eh?

Well, 

Make that a thousand-gazillion times!

You can't even see the pieces anymore eh?

Haha ;)

Anyhows, those mistakes taught me something.

Accept it. Redha. 

I just can't sleep last night. 

Toss. Turn. Toss. Turn. 

So,

I stood up.

I took my wudhuk. Put on my Mukenah (telekung in Indo ;) 

And I prayed. Hoping for the best to come. Yet.

*not to be proud of myself here*

But its what I want to share.

The point is, when things came on hard on you. Like REAL hard.

Don't ever GIVE UP! 

Share it with someone. And I did. 

I shared it all out to my Creator.

He knows it all. He knows what I'm going through.

And I'm pretty sure, He also knows what I can do to make things better for myself again kan?

And being honest with myself, I can't thank enough for all the problems I'm in.

Problems? Haha problems la sangat! ;)

Mistakes.

Don't get mad at mistakes. Or you own wrongdoings.

But learn from it.

I hope I did.

What about you guys?

Needless to say, I'm quite okay now!

Seriouly lorh.

I'm at peace. Like Rest-In-Peace (R.I.P) kinda peace. Teehee ;)

I woke up early tadi.

Walked myself to my used-to-be taekwondo classes.

Sembang-sembang dengan Cher Sharifah. Meeting my colleagues. My junior-going-to-be masters.

Haha ;)

Good luck in your nearest tournament eh! 

Tak aci! Me want it too! Boohhooo ;(

Reasonbly, I told Cher what I've been through. More or less. Or kinda everything.

So, 

She just said to me :- "Wawa, I think you can have the punching bag all to yourself today"

Woohoo~ Ooo yeahh! That's what I like most.

I gathered up all my anger. All my frustration. All what's making me going-bananas about.

And hit it with all my might.

Tough luck, stamina tak banyak. Cheese cake betol! Sekejap jerh dah pancit woo!

Not much to say, it did work!

Haha ;) Me likey-likey!

Best wooo dapat let it all out that way!

That's what I like you, Cher! 

To the punching bag, so sorry! It's been years I hit you eh! Apa-apa semua let it all out on you. Ngee ;)

So,

Being all sweaty and fresh here!

I think I'll stop.

Malas nak meleret panjang-2 lagi.

My last post?

Entah. Maybe kot~

Wakaka.

Anyways, pray for muwaa will you?

I'm strong.

And I'm going to make it till the end.

Kankankan?

Teehee ;)

Its.A.New.Day.

-TD-

;)