i'm back!!!
Assalamualaikum.
Ehem. Ehem. Ahaks.
Ermm speechless la pulak.
WHAT??!!
Why? Usually, I have all the words in the world, literally. There's always something for me to say. There's always something for me to share. Debater la katakan! ;)
Ececeh. Nope. Not that. Its just. Pelik! I think its been a LONGGGG time since I last updated my blog.
Teehee ;)
Teehee ;)
Wakaka. Bajet jep! Long time eh? Liar! Its been just TWO weeks la Wawa oii! Two weeks pun kau kata lama? Atoyai!
Haha. Whatever. Anyways, heiyoo stalkers!
<<<<I'M BACK!>>>>
Wakaka.
"Senyumku seindah suria!" bajet
Weirdo!
My eyes. Close. Open. Close. Open.
Tup tup. Its been almost two weeks I've been to school. Amazing huh? Macam tak boleh percaya la.
Alala. Lalalala.
No can do la sentences gituh! Macam budak-budak-darjah-satu-baru-masuk-sekolah la pulak. Teehee ;)
No can do la sentences gituh! Macam budak-budak-darjah-satu-baru-masuk-sekolah la pulak. Teehee ;)
So, as usual. When I'm back home. Normal stuffs. Sit in front of my lappy. And start typing. Suka!
There's a lot of story-mory yang saya nak share. Biasa la! Citer-citun hostel kiddos! Yippee!
But but but.
I story slow-2 je la. Penat kot!! Teeehee ;)
Before going back to school tu, you can say, I'm prepared la jugak. Sikit. Boleh la. Physically maybe?
Packing stuffs? Check! Stok makanan? Check! Books? Eherk check kot?
Aha. One more thing I can NOT possibly 'check' on my stuffs-to-bring-list.
*******Hati*******
Why maa?
Cause I can't help to bring my heart along back to school.
Like akak-2 selalu kata :"Adakah hati-2 adik semua di sini? Atau masih TER-tinggal di rumah?"
Usually, I would answer it -YES!! Of course la! Bukan setakat TER-tinggal, dah tak tahu mana letak weh!
Who's angelic enough to be excited to be back school? Oops. Can' t deny la. Ada je orang yang tak-sabar-sabar nak balik KI. Kankankan? *sila angguk*
But. Truthfully, I'm not one of them! Huhu. Sadist kan?
So before balik, calling-2 kengkawan semua. All giving hopes and words of advice. Kasi semangat la. More or less. Ngee ;)
Well, standing in front of the aspuri, I just said to myself - "Where am I?"
Haha ;) Couldn't believe it. Dah sampai asrama rupanya. Atoyai!
Then, the HARDEST part of the soap-opera-plus-drama came. "Time to say goodbye".
Bye Mom. Bye Dad. Bye BabyBrotherTua. Wakaka.
I kept myself strong. Good news, I didn't even cried. Like seriously!
Normally, I would go teary-eyed like waterfall jep.
But this time, I'm a FIVE-er dah kan. No more crying-2 la. Bikin malu mak-ayah je. Haha. ;)
So, I wave them goodbye. Lebih kepada menghalau pun ada. The only thing I could do was to send them away with my eyes. Till Dad's car went out of sight, then I started to walk in.
Dragging my bag inside, felt like the first time I came last year. Felt like a FOUR-er la pulak. Ececeh ;)
Yes! Another good news of the day. My dorm is on the ground floor. Yippee! Yabeda be doooo!
No need to walk up the flight of stairs anymore. No need to peluh-2 segala. Haha.
But the worst is yet to come. Ape? Till then, no more excuses dah la kalau lambat turun. Wakaka. Have to get rid that bad habit of mine eh? Huhu ;)
Sesampai je dorm F01 tersayang, "AssalamualaikkKUMMM!!!"
Wah! I miss those faces. Muka kengkawan. Been more than a month tak nampak. Rindu rindu rindu!
Mostly, the dorm was full. Ramai dah datang awal. Nampak la tak sabar nak balik tu kan? Maybe it was just me je kot yang malas like crazy nak balik kankankan?
So, I dumped my bag on the bed. Sumbat barang-2 dalam locker. Ambik port kat tengah-2 dorm. Then, I took my bekal out of my bag and shout -"FOOOODD!!!!"
Haha ;)
Then, all hell's broke loose. Semua orang serbu. Bak piranha-Amazon-yang-kelaparan, my dormmates serbu! *did I just called my friends "piranha"?
As usual, the normal stuffs kalau dah bukak port-2 cegini. Lotsa stories bertukar-2.
Happy stories. Sad ones. Yang hot-2 lagi la. Macam pisang-goreng-panas!
Everyone has their own stories. I shared mine too. Sembang punya sembang punya sembang. Tup tup. Dah calling for dinnertime!
As usual, DewanMakan yang sebelumya tempat haram untuk bercakap, dah jadi gila-gempak-gempita. All dudettes were talking at the same time. Exchanging even more stories.
I can't deny it. Me too, antara penyumbang suara terkuat kat situ. Kih3! What?! I just can't help it. Enter DM. Chopp tempat. Yes! Akhirnya! Geng-Meja-Makan me buddies!
Then, read the Al-Mathurat secara berjemaah. Wah! Lama dah tak buat. Kat rumah baca sorang-2 je. Hee
Nak makan, kene queue up please! Fuhh! At home, Ibu hidang panas-2 jak. Rindu rumah bha!
Time makan, everyone went silent. Nampak tak tahap kelaparan piranha-2 KISAS nie! Ngee ;)
Solat. Jemaah. JakSA. Haha. Every-day-routine comes back again. Huhu. I hate routines!
Tazkirah. Food-for-our-iman. How's my Iman coming up? Quite bad actually! Ahaks. So I said to myself - Go slow! Be a better person than yesterday kan?
Prep
Duhh! The most HATE-able thing I hate.
I walked myself to 509. Haha. Malas nak naik-2 tangga ni. As usual, 509, kelas Elit (bak kata diaorang la) Ngee ;) Gempak la weh! Terbaikk!!
Prep ngan Qys, Ainaa, Cek Aya dll. Reason to "terbaik" - Takde la prep malam boring lagi. Ada kawan borak-2. Yeshh!!!
But but but. Wait!
What to do? We did not even started schooling yet. Nak study apa?
Sodoqallahul azim!
Bye-2 buku. Hello borak-2! Haha ;)
Seems like wasting time je kan? Bila fikir-2 balik, yup! Memang buat dosa-buang masa!
But, at least, all the stories-of-a-lifetime semuanya habis malam itu jugak. Throughout 2-hours of prep, Alhamdulillah habis jugak stock-stories. Bukannya banyak sangat pon. Just drama-filled-actions je. Haha ;)
So yeah. Prep is extended. 2-hours long! Perghh! Lama giler kot. Usually, satu jam tidor. Then, baru study. Haha ;)
Walked back. Seriously ngantok. Tahap gaban der!
Anyways, sleepy-2 pon sempat lagi borak tuh. Alahai wawa!
Al-mulk. Sleep.
That's what happened on my first day. Practically bosan kan?
Then, kalau bosan jangan baca! If you yang read nie pon rasa bosan, what about me - who is the one going through all this menace all along?
Sedih tapi benar!
First week, serabut gyler! Had a hard time coping back to the 'asrama-situation-thing'.
Not enough sleep. Lotsa work. Basuh baju sendiri. Bland and tasteless food. *Sometimes I feel like I wanna walk in and cook the food myself. Bajet pandai je! Ngee*
The usual-dull stuffs.
Bad news - No class-streaming! Say what??!!
Come on! Another whole year? Being the only Khalid girl in the class? Ohh dear-2!
Orang semua kata - Orait la tu! Still kelas first.
Well, thats just shit! Oops. Astaghfirullah.
The issue is - I can't bear it anymore being the only representative. Not like 'tak ada kawan langsung' kinda situation. My classmates pun ok ja. No big deal.
But but but.
Loneliness.
Best tengok orang lain ada geng-rumah-sendiri sama kelas. Tak sunyi.
It's not being assobiah or anything. Its just.... Ohh well. Nevermind la. You won't understand much kalau me story pun. Let by gone be by gone je la!
Teehee ;)
More BAD news came up.
Prep Ahad!
My god!
Pantang tok nenek moyang ada orang kacau my Sunday!
Sunday is a free day. The only-one free day that we can get. Come on! Tolong la jangan ganggu my day-off.
Nevermind la. Its just a waste of energy pun marah-2 gitu. Nothing will change.
Tak kan la nak pergi buat memorandum lagi kot? Haha ;) Not a big-fat-chance!
So, da conclusion is, being in a
One of it is, being REDHA to all what is dumped onto you.
You by yourself don't have the power to change this or that. You just have to accept it.
No matter how bad it is. No matter how horrifying it may be.
You just have to - LIVE WITH IT!
Oh my Allah! Just one more year left. Think bout it.
Strive hard. Be strong.
Later on, there's going to be a whole-some good coming from it. Kankankan?
Just wait and see. Teehee ;)
I think I'll stop here. Quite long la jugak. Ngee ;)
Esok, saya sambung lagi yer! But trust me. It'll be more boring than this.
But but but.
The HOTTTT news us yet to come!
Muahahaa ;) !!!
Signing out. Peace yaww!
Happy.To.Be.Back.
-TD-
*in awesomeness mode*
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