ohh scram~

Assalamualaikum.

My mood today :: Seems okay la. Teehee ;)

But but but.

As usual la - Homeworks! 

OHHH SCRAMM LAAA~!!

Time orang cuti, kasi cuti la. Its still holidays namanya kankankan?

*macamtakbiasapulakbanyakhomeworksejakduduksekolahgempakginiek?*

So,

Wanna hear bout da stories??

(sepanjang tigaminggu-empathari-tujuhbelasjam-tigapuluhduaminit-sembilansaat schooldays)

Okey dokey.

First thing first,

Back to school, early giler kot! (pfft.awal la sangat.rumah jauh la katakan.wakaka ;)

So then,

Balik dengan azam baru. New spirit. New hope. New determination.

Segalanya NEWW laa!

Eventhough ada la heartbreak sikit-2 sanasinisitu, holes bertampal-2. (paham-2 je la deyy)

But but but.

Muwaa kan budak tough

KITA mesti KUAT kankankan??!

At the beginning, it was okay je la. No big deal.

Ngee.

The-most-unbelievable-thing-happened ::: I was announced as a NAQIBAT~

[ Naqibat- A cute-comel-bajet-je kinda sister as a guide in approaching others to Islam]

(bukan untuk show off bagai, tapi sekadar nak berkongsi cerita.if not you guys, siapa lagi kan?huhu)

Deyy. Agak-2 la! Macam sengal derr.

Memang la I did went to the interview (pfft.siapa suruh pergi?teehee)

But I went to the interview macam HAMPEHHH je!

Okayy fine. Live with it. Muahahaha (gelak jahat terbahak-2)!!!

When muwaa think of it, MAYBE ada la hikmah di sebaliknya.

Huhu. No harm done pun actually.

Seronok jugak kan! Dapat borak-lepak-join dengan adik-2 usrah (its Form4 by the way ;)

Muwaa boleh kasi buli :::- Bring MAKANAN [banyak-2] everytime usrah tiap-2 minggu! (amacam?seronok right?)

Ohh scramm laa!

Wakaka!

Next, the award of 'the-really-busiest-time-of-the-month' goes to......

DEBATE time!!

Oh My Allah. 

Training started the last few weeks.

Was I tired? Of course la.

But but but.

Penat-terbujur-kaku-tertidor macam mana pun,

I still LOVE debating! There's no questions to that right? Hee ;)

Frust menonggeng tahap gaban when I can't debate one night sebab my bracess just got tighten. It hurts bad! 

Anyways, gaya macam like it was muwaa je yang compete kan?

Haha. No la. Muwaa just menyibuk-sekaki-duakaki helping them practising.

We're sending the WONDERGIRLS (bak kata SirZamri la) out to DistrictDebate kali ni!

 Alhamdulillah.

All their hard work, us too (nak jugak credit tu.hehe) eventually paid off.

They won with SMK Kapar Indah on the first round.

Next, they diminishes SMK Meru in the second round.

Congratulations!!! Mabruk alaikum~

(tak perlu umum-2 kat semua orang actually.tak mau dilabel budak-2 riak pulak kankankan?)

Good gosh, round three is NEXT week!

Haha.

Here goes another week more, balik pukul 12 tengah malam membuta.

Play 'The-Spy-Next-Door' kat hostel. (ala-2 menyusup masuk gaya spy gituh!teehee ;)

Trying hard to cope with studies in class. Managing homeworks bak Kinabalu menimbun.

Red-bloody eyes. Fever plus cough plus runny-nose sanasini.

But still.

I believe. Us,debaters can manage it well kankankan?

Cause we're made of,

>>>>>>>>>PURE AWESOMENESS<<<<<<<<

But then.

Jeng jeng jeng.

Another HOT issue came up.

Suatu pengumuman di perhimpunan.

[ Didapati ada muslimat KI*** online MukaBuku malam-2 pukul 11 malam]

 Terkejut kan? Terkejut tak?

(muahaha.buat la muka terkejut sekarang.buat la.buat!)

Our reactions :::: Tergamam!

But yang part tu still okay la lagi. Tak se-hotstuff this one.

[ Tak kisah la nak buat latihan DEBAT ke, apa ke, tapi buat untuk latihan je la. Bukan bukak MukaBuku. Ni siap kutuk-2 cikgu lagi. ]

Okayy, sentap!

Time tu, I could have a heart attack, right there, that time, even if I'm not with heart disease.

Like seriously!

At that time, everyone was practically LOOKING at us (debaters yang suka beratur row belakang sekali ni)

And I mean it, EVERY single damn person in front of us, was looking. THE LOOK!

Geram. Geram sangat-2! 

I was like :::"Apa tengok-2? Cikgu bukannya bercakap kat belakang ni ha!"

Tak pasal-2.

We, debaters, kena tuduh kot!

What?

Tak semestinya kalau kitorang bawak lappy and broadband, sukasuki je nak pakai!

Hello~!

Research is not EASY to be done.

Hours of sitting, searching, reading, baru dapat one point or two.

Penat. Penat sangat-2~!

On that particular night, even broadband pun ada kat Sir.

Kitorang ada kat BTU sampai 12 malam lebih, sebab preparing that room for the debate the next day.

Well then? Macam mana pulak la kami nak online time tu?

Weird. Weird sangat-2!

Yes, I do admit. Memang ada jugak la kitorang pakai.

But still. Its just sekejap-2 sebab tanya trainers boleh datang train kitorang atau tak je.

Tak kan itu pun salah.

If yes, then scram away la! 

(nak kata 'bullshit' tapi tak sanggup pulak)

Muwaa pun dah deactivate my account.

Dah tak ada nafsu nak reopen back. Menyemak je!

Well then?

Are we still the person to be blame?

No matter what, the truth is, hanya Allah sahaja yang tahu.

To whom who is reading this,

Take note!

Never judge a book by its cover. Don't tabur-2 fitnah sesuka hati. Jangan label-2 orang ikut dan je.

Cause, try to imagine, putting yourself in my shoes, my situation right now.

Would YOU like it if people are blaming you for what you did not do?

Tak suka kan? No likey-likey!

Well then again, why are you doing it, to others?

Why??

So,

As a result, debaters sebulat-sepetak-suara-sepakat, DON'T GIVE UP!

Let la other people nak cakap apa pun.

We're not scared.

Cause we know, we did NOTHING wrong!!

 Next,

Another 'hit-in-the-face'.

As we know it, a few of the selected debaters will be going to the International Symposium in MOZAC this March.

Alia Solihin, Khaulah Nubla, Harith, and Justin Aizad (rookie -budak baru form 4)

Well then,

They made a HUGE effort in preparing for the symposium.

Abstract memanjang la, presentation la, itulah, inilah, segala bagailah.

Alia Solihin stayed up till hours in the morning, burning the midnight oil, trying to siapkan the abstract.

But then.

Another NEWS-FLASHH!!

We're said to be doing preparation for the symposium ILLEGALLY!

I was like ::- SAY WHATTT?!!!

Administration are blaming us sebab diorang kata, our names did not have the verification.

Well hell!

Our names (meaning to the debaters) were NOT YET registered. Bukan dah fax awal-2 ke?

But thr abstract was successfully sent.

Pelik?

So, we're saying, its okay la. Boleh je hantar lagi sekali lagi. Noharm done kan.

Then, the problem came up.

Administration tak puas hati dengan kitorang. Sebab buat kerja illegally.

Pfft.

And,

They're making a desicion.

To sent another team. Orang lain. Orang yang "academically-successful".

Pergghh!

Sentap?

Jangan cakap la. There's too many tears going down. Sampaikan dah tak mampu nak nangis.

Kecewa.

Frustrated.

Dumbfounded.

Tak sangka kan?

 All we, debaters did selama ni.

No one ever gave us an appreciation for our job (exception for certain people yang sangat-2 memahami la)

Its not like, kitorang mengharapkan ganjaran or hadiah or whatsoever.

Cukup la sekadar, give us some space, to do what we do best, dalam tenang dan aman.

No need to condemn other people! (another note to take)

 We're not asking for anugerah bagai-2. Tak perlu pun.

We're not asking for "pengumuman-kemenangan" ke apa ke.

We wouldn't want it, nor ask for it.

We're doing it, for our school, untuk nama sekolah, kawan-2, teachers, trainers.

And for ourselves. Our passion. Our hobby.

InsyaAllah, ikhlas lillahi taala.

But but but.

 When this kinda things come up,

It made think back, and re-think again.

"Kalau la sampai macam gini sekali kita dikecam, so why hell kitorang perlu teruskan lagi the effort of winning the upcoming tournaments?" 

Kalau menang, sekolah jugak yang bangga.

Kalau menang, sekolah jugak yang dapat nama.

Kalau la menang, sekolah jugak yang dapat hadiah.

See? 

So, then, 

Apa-2 je la.

Let by gone be by gone.

Just a heart-to-heart story.

Not to be told twice.

With that, penoff now.

Wallahualam.

Ohh.Scram.Laa.

-TalkingDoll-

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