the change-angel ^_^

Itadakimasss!!

Oopss. My mistake.

Heyy peeps! Nie bulan Ramadhan la. Mane ade orang makan!

It's RAMADHAN, RAMADHAN, RAMADHAN!!

Tahu tak ape tuh "RAMADHAN"??

You knowwww, Ramadhan tu Ramadhan la. Like, Ramadhan. Erm you know......??
*pfft. how to explain ahh??*
Allhoots, now I have to explain la pulak. To those yang dah tahu, kasi la tahu sama ini orang yang tak tahu. Geddit dawg??

Right, before I start blabbling-all-out-time to uolls,

Let me give a bit start off bout myself eh?? Nak tahu tak saya siapa?? Nakk??!

Gimme a ""NAAAKKKK!!!"" I can't hear youuuu... NAKKKKKKK!! Awwwwhhhhh~~~

Who lives in a pineapple under the sea? SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS!!!
*tetibe keluar lagu nie pulak. Eh?? tukar tukar*

Teeheee ^_^

Assalamualaikum wa ya marhaban uolls.

Rindu tak I? Alaa..rindu laaa. Tak kire, rindu gak!
*okeh stop being all menggedikk and stuffs*

Right, to you guys yang baru saje terbukak blog nie secara tibe-2 tanpa anda sedari,
*menakutkannye menakutkannye*
Plus, suddenly gak rase blog nie macam interesting untuk dibaca,
*pffft*
But changed your pwettty lil' mind when you read da intro,
*please check above*

Jangan rasa ter-kezzzutttt pulaks!! I am normal, way way normal. InsyaAllah.

Nahh. I'm just getting started!!! Muahaha!!!
*psycho-maniaccc on the runn*


Right, to you olls yang dah biase bukak and selalu stalk kat sini,

There's something NEW I got up my sleeves this time.

There's a change.

There's improvements.

Jeng jeng jeng.

What is it?? What is it?? ----old dear fanss

SABAAARRRRRR!!! -----the muwaa yang perasan banyak fans

You'll just have to....READ!

Rytioo.

Let's get this partaaaaeee startingggg!!!


First of all,

Huaaaa!! Dah lama den tak bukak blog nie.

Ciss. Rase serabut bulu hidung nie bile tengok blog berhabukkss cegini.

Ewww~~ Aaaachooooooooooo!!

I had the intention of nak-tukar-blog-la kinda feeling.

Start a new one.

With zero-crazy-stuffs-error.

Yela kan. Banyak sangat benda merepek dalam nie. Macam horrorrr pulak tengok. Iskk isk. Bertuah punya anak dara.

But but but,

A lil' birdie once told me, "Why make a new one, rather than re-do the old one? Kan lebih simpler and sempoi-err!!"

Thank you Miss Birdie! Luv ya.

So,

I planned myself up, cuti ni, nak re-do, re-novate, re-make, re-pair, and all those re- more I can find to this 'friend' of mine.

Yela. 'Friend' la. Kene bayang dizzzz blogzzz azz me fghennn!! Geddit??

So,

I'll change it, bit bit by bit, everyday.

InsyaAllah kalau ada banyak masa and rasa nak buang masa tu dengan perkara yang rasa "macam" sia-sia. Teeehee :)

Starting of with da simple stuffs.

Ermmm. Ape je yang simple ek?

Ohhh ohh. Yeah you guessed it!!

Content.

I can't be the Miss Anonymouserss I am right now.

You vannna knowwww veee ehh??

Yeah you guys most-probably don't know much bout me ehh?? Right??

So, basically, I'll update my profile up, *laterr la* and you can see it from there.

Capice??

*dearr dearr hope uolls understand*

Right.

Back to my topic way, way, way, way up before. *please scroll up. yela. scroll je la Encik Tikus tu!*

RAMADHAN.

For you olls yang tak tahu,

Would you wanna know what Ramadhan is??

Tak mahu?? Betul nie tak nak tahu??  Don't you guys have the least bit of curiosity???!!!

Dude,

Even if Mister Curiosity kills Miss Cat in those dull English idioms,

But coommmmee onn!!

Did you know that, Mister Da Vinci was called the "MADMAN" because he was all curious in finding things up??

Did you know, Mister Avicenna (a.k.a. Ibnu Sina to MUslims) was putting his nose in all kinds of questions and stuffs?

Did you know that, without the presence of Mister Curiosity in our daily lives,

We would still be the huuugaa-huuugaaa-arghhh-arghh-grrrr-kinda cavemen, still living in coldness without the bit sense of fire to warm us up.

Aha! See. I told ya. Curiosity is importante, zee madammerrs all!


So,

Peeps, let's get to know, who is this mysterious Mr Ramadhan??

You olls will get loadsssa stuff bout Ramadhan if you search it with Mr Google.
Try la. Ada dalam Malay, English, Ruzzzia, Chinese, and all kinds of languange people in the world talk these days. Even caveman-language is available.

Tak percaya?? Try la cari. Cuba la. Try la. Sumpah TAKKK kan jumpa!! Muahhahah!! :) *kene taboh daa*

But people have their own views.

It depends.

Some people see it in the good side of angle.

Some, ermmm.......not well agreeing to those peeps-who-agree-to-what-they-want.


But to me,


You just have to go throught it, to know by yourself.


Yezzaa dear, on your OWN self!


For me la,

Ramadhan is a month, where all peeps should know, it's the time for all Muslims round da big, big world, to fast.

Yup. Fasting.

No!! Bukan jalan-laju-laju atau buat-kerja-laju-laju atau tengok-citer-2-fast-2-furious-laju-laju.
*kofff koff*

Ehh bukan la sayang, bukan.

Fasting means --not to EAT or DRINk or ANYTHING else which can break your fast such as, smoking, or doing stuffs husband-and-wife-thinggy or anything else.

-sumber rujukan :: kamuihh Okspord dan Shortman-


That's the meaning in language style laa.

But for us, good Muslims, insyaAllah, there's a whole other side to it.

For us, it's about teaching and learning, and changing for da better good!!


Camne tuh? Tak paham? No get it at all, at all?

Okeh. Let me mem-paham-ing you olls.

*i'll try. koff koff. shucks!*

It's like this.........

If before the sacred month of Ramadhan, you're like talking and membebel-ing a lot (like I suka buat nie),

Then after it, you'll be the quiet and no-one-will-notice-you kinda person.

*ehhh hiperbolistic jet tuhh. Ehehee!*

If before, you're like peeps who mengumpat and mengata-orang-lain-ikut-suka-suka-you je,

Then after it, insyaAllah, you'll be the kind that shares knowledge and see a person beneath the mask, don't judge a person by their looks ehh!

If before, you like to hang round your girrrprenss and gossiping bout stuffs you find interesting, such as celebs, hot news bout who's marrying after SPM *ooops!*, or even ushering guys you find drop-dead-bomb-da-bommm (ye awak, awak la. haha mesti dah perasan kan? jangan perasan la!!),

Then after, you'll still be gossiping with your mates *can't dump them eh?*, but mainly bout stuffs which brings good in the long run, such as ustaz-yang-best-giler-ceramah-maghrib-tadi, or hot news bout who's giving tips on how to do your SPM, or even ushering imam(s) you find lovely at reading the Quran.

If before, you're going on sweet dates with your best-friends-who-are-boys, or chilling out on the phone talking bout how-is-your-wedding-gonna-be, or just having 'him' as a shoulder to cry on (sebab stress giler exam), or stuffs yang seangkatan dengannya,

Then after, you're still going on sweet-mushhy-mushhy-dates, but with someone else pulak. It's Him. The Almighty Allah Rabbul Jalil wa Rabbul Izzati, making Him as the shoulder to cry on, talking bout how-is-your-ibadah-gonna-be and stuffs.

There's a lot of examples, which I can't even list down all of it. Fuhhh! Capek bhaii~


Yeah I know, yada yada yada.

Alia Hazwa, kalau dapat berkata-kata, memang MANTAP punye arrhh!!

Most of you olls akan think of me that way kan?

Tibe-tibe dari budak nakal-yang-huu-haaa-huu-haa, beralih arah menjadi yang tibe-tibe bajet-alim-and-suci.


Nope.

I don't wanna be famished with saying that "ohhhh yeahh man!! I've changed a whole 360 degrees already. kau ade???"

Nope.

I don't wanna go cocky saying that "you guys have to find the right path, like, right now! or you'll be doomed to hell"

Nope.

I'm not going out wearing my tudung(hijab)-sampai-paras-buku-lali-sambil-nampak-macam-hantu-raya-"aaa-aaa!!"

Nope.


For your info, madammerrzz and misterzzzz,


I'm still the same, old me.

Me, Alia Hazwa,

The kind that go "jom pergi tawarih, ehh silap, tarawih sama-sama. nanti I belanja ABC ramai-ramai kay!"

The kind that says "seeing you doing bad things is like seing myself in the mirror, doing the same bad thing. I can't stand it! Jangan la buat dahh..."

The kind that goes out wearing scarves-yang-lilit-lilit with colourful suits with matching shoes cause I find it fancy but still, tutup dada.


Yeah.


You can still see me. Same. Tak de la berubah pun kankankan? Saaame jerr~

But but but,

That's just the outside.

The inside, is a brand new thing.

Yeah. (dari tadi duk yeah yeah yeah, mende kau??!)

I'm twwwying to change mewwwwself, to another newwww pewwwwson, with a neww pewwsonality.



I try, not to talk or being-mulut-beret-plus-laser to much. *ehehe mesti boleh punya!*

I try, not to gossip bout guyss, even if I cair-hati-plus-tangkap-leleh, sebab I kena jaga hati I.

"Hati hati, ohh hati, jaga diri baik-baik tau. Tak mo nakal-nakal ehh! Nanti kene babab karang" -macam cakap dengan budak kecik gituhh-

I also try, not to saja lewat-lewat solat, sebab tengok movie yang baru keluar kat wayang.*koff koff*

I try, to maximise my time, studying and ibadah-ing rather than berguling-golek-golek melayann TV ku 46 inch tuhh.


At least, peeps I most love,

I've tried.

I'm trying.

I will always be trying.

And InsyaAllah, it'll work!!

Trust me. *wink wink*

Eleh, kau bajet macam kau layak je. Kau tuh budak baik. Boleh la cakap cegini cegitu. Bajet macam kau tahu je apa yang kami tahu. Kau pernah ke buat jahat macam kami buat??? Takk kan???

Yeah yeah.

I know laa. I'm quite not the RIGHT-eous most person to say this, say that, say thout, and say more.

Tapi tapi tapi,

You ingat I tak tahu ape yang you olls tahu?? Sebenarnye, you yang tak tahu apa yang I tahu sebab you ingat I tak tahu ape yang you tahu padahal you tak tahu pun cause you buat-buat tahu saje.

-penangan video matluthfi lah nie-

Get it dawg??

If you guys really, really really wanna know la kan,

I'm not that nice pun!

Ahahaa. Pfft bajet baek je depan orang.

Betul. Tak tipu. Seriously.


No, no no. Bukannye me being hypocrite or anything, tak de niat pun! Astaghfirullah!


It's just me, manusia biasa.

Insan.

Allah namakan kita semua nie ""MANUSIA"", tahu tak sebab ape?

Sebab kita nie PELUPA.

Even if we've been reminded like-infinity-times,

We'll always forgets. And doing the same thing again.

Insan. Manusia. Si pelupa.


Ohhh my dearrsss.....


But the interesting thing bout makhluk named MANUSIA nie,

We olls akan sedar akan kesilapan.

Sometimes, right after every wrong move yang kita buat, kadang-kadang terpikir jap, "ape yang aku buat nie betul ke haaa??"

This is the moment when we say, Allah kasik hidayah tu beb.

Tuu haaa buktinye, bile hangpa dok kata Allah tak kasik hidayah lagi kat hangpa, sebab tuh tak sedor-2 diri lagi, sebenornye la kan, hari-hari Allah dok kasik hidayah tu kat hangpa. Cume hangpa yang dok tok sedor lagi.

Petunjuk.

Petunjuk petunjuk!! -Citer Blues Clues-


The same thing with me la.

I nie kan, manusia gak, you knowzzz??

I pun buat salah gak. I'm a RULE-BREAKER!!!

What? (muke tak bersalah)
It's flows in my blood. It's in my gene. Pewaris abah yang rockersss zaman tok tonggek dulu.

Kih kih kih.

Tak caye??


Okeh fine, I citer la siket-siket ape yang I buat.


First, I pernah je kene called up by the prefects board, cause being the late-comer to school.

Pernah je kena rampas tag sekolah. Ambik nama la bagai.

Pastu, kena denda baca surah Yassin kuat-kuat depan student girls semuanya. Siap la kene kutuk.

Sies, malu beb! Malu gilerr!

But, member I pernah cakap, "No matter whether you're pemimpin ke, ketua naqibat ke, student biase ke, you're still a human. Manusia mana yang tak buat silap, kecuali Rasulullah seorang je yang kekal suci. Even para sahabat pun ade je buat mistakes, lepas tu kene tegur dengan Beloved Prophet"

Perghh! Memang zupp giler arr. Sentap kot.


But after that, memang tobat habis la. Tak nak buat dah!! (tapi esoknye buat lagi)

Cause, I'm human. I make mistakes.


I've pernah kene rotan kat perhimpunan (sekolah rendah), sebab cakap kasar plus lucah pus any other vulgar words dengan cikgu.

Teehee. Sumpah sakit!!


Bab couple pulak.

Hrmm. Touchy topic nie.

Okeh fine. I ngaku je la.

Saya pun pernah couple gak!

Haha. Kan kan kan??


I was in Form 2.

Naive lagi kan? Haha.

Kalau boleh rasa nak heboh kat satu sekolah, "Saya ade BF! Saya ade BF! Saya ade, awak ade??"

Haha. When it reminds me, macam sengal giler pun ade.

Hatoyaii~

Wahai Cek Wawa,

Akal ade, tapi tak reti guna.

Ilmu agama pun cetek.

Basically, I knew nothing of the halal and haram stuffs in a relationship.

Nada. Nehi. None.


Tapi entah macam mana, waktu nak dekat ambil trial tuh, tibe-tibe ade realisation,

"Betul ke ape aku buat?"

Well, it brings good actually!

Suddenly rasa ringan giler kepala without having to feel guilty sebab buat benda tak baik.

*eh macam dah memanjang la pulak*

So, back to the early get go,

I'm not saying that,

kalau  you guys selalu buat vandalisme atau jahat-jahat, I'm not asking you to be Imam Pilihan mak mertua or ape ke suddenly.

Ohh tidak, bukan direectly camtuh.

Take it slow and easy mannn!

No need to rush rushh ye ollss.....

It's good enough, if you start to niat, "Sahaja aku hidup sepanjang hari untuk berubah kerana Allah taala".

And then,

Change la.

Do what you feel you need to do.

Don't do what you feel you want to do.

Cause, selalunye la kan, apa yang kita nak buat tuh, sumenye bad stuffs belaka!

And all the things, yang baik-baik tuh, kita tak nak buat, kankankan??



Cause of that,

Allah sends in Ramadhan to us, lagi senang kerja nak jadi baik ni tahu!
How how how??


How maa??

Did you know, all the devils and diablos and whatsoeverss are being TIED-UP in Ramadhan??

Yup.

Deme deme semua tuhh, tak de nak kacau kite dah. Hooorayyy!!

It's just now, satu je lagi obstacles in the way.

Nafsu.

Diri sendiri.



So, jihad melawan diri sendiri.

No, it's you taking a sword and try to kill yourself!

Itu kerja giler namenye!!!

Jangan kata I yang ajar you tahu.


Jihad,

Lawan nafsu, keinginan diri sendiri nak buat jahat tuh.

Ehehe.

Susah tahu?

Op coshh laa!!

Nothing's easy peasy lemon squeazy in this world!

You guys ingat kentut senang??

Nak kentut pun susah derrr!!

Haa tak caya?? Ce try la buat.

Ce try kentut. Haa kentut la. Kentut.

*kalau tibe-tibe orang ramai blacked out sebelah you olls, I tak tanggung bil hospital kayy??*
Susah kan??

Nak buat kentut pun susah beb, ni lagi la nak lawan diri korang yang jahat ni.

Haisshhh!

Lagi la berganda susahnye.



So you see,

If you wanna wait jadi baik dulu before tegur-ing orang,

Better dig your on grave right now.

Itu kerja sia-sia namanye, sebab tak kan ade orang yang sempurna baiknya.



So, I know I'm not that good,

But I hope, with me blabbering here, it'll knocked on someone's heart.


Yes, I did it!

I've managed to become the most boring-estt Super Saiya everr!!

*phewwwwwwww kebab boommmm!!! (bom atom meletus)

Rytio.

Tahniah kerana anda berjaya menghabiskan post kali ni, yang macam tak de pape sangat pun.

But at least,

I've tried.

""Allah does not see towards someone's achivements, 

but the most towards someone's effort.""

Wallahualam..

Tata. See yaa ollls.

Salam Ramadhan.

Selamat berbuka puasa.

Salam pre-Aidilfitri.

Maaf zahir dan batin.


Peace out yawww!! ^_^